And I tell you what, I had my fair share of stuff in the way. I lived life believing I was fine because I thought I should be and trauma was reserved for the 'big' things other people experienced.

 

Now that sentence makes my skin crawl.

 

The thing is, I never thought anything was bad enough to take action. Maybe you know that feeling too?

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"Sure, I am overwhelmed with sadness and fear. Who isn't?" I told myself. "Yeah, I have a collection of broken relationships, an inky thought life and feel disconnected from my body. Who doesn't?" I reasoned.

 

Then, in 2010, I found myself debilitated and reaching out for help. I was consumed with a ravenous eating disorder, had loads of trauma and couldn't maintain any sort of loving relationship — including with myself. In pain and confusion, I navigated what felt like a maze of thorns in the dark of night. ​

 

Years later, I found my way back Home by clearing the way for the first time. 

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And you know what I discovered?

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Love is the essence of vitality. She is presence. She is in all things and through all things including Nature, Spirit and the spaces between. 

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And when I received, guess what it felt like.

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Vitality. Clarity. A quiet mind and open heart. Safe. Passion and compassion. Deep wells of connection and peace. ​

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High on freedom, I was surprised when someone told me, "You haven't seen anything yet."

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"How much better could it get?" I questioned.​

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That's when it hit:

Our journey is never over because there is always more Love to receive.

 

We can clear as much as we want — not just big things but the "little things" too — which means, we can have as much Love as we want! Yo, come on! That's GOOD NEWS.

 

To this day, I am on my journey of clearing and receiving as Love continues to transform my life.